i am drowning

Im drowned here and i thought you knew it.
But then u just let me grab ur hand for some seconds, and u dont even help me to get out from your own mere
I dont know why.
Maybe u just dont want your own mere have nothing.
And im here trying to keep swimming
Dont know until when
I dont know u'll help me to get out
And then hug me bcs im really freeze
Or u just help me
And give me ur blanket. And i dry my self up alone
And maybe even worst. U just help me and give me nothing. Because you dont want me anymore
And im freezing now
In your own mere
Keep breathing
Eventho im barely breathing
And i realize
I have my own limit.
And i just forget about that
And im dying
Feeling that everything falls down
And im drowning
And u still dont realize
Bcs u think im still swimming...